I closed my eyes. I felt hands on my hips pulling me close into the body and the person scent was so familiar almost like Lauren's. "I'm in paradise with you, Camz." I opened my eyes and turned around finding no one behind me. I wonder if she really was behind me and holding me. God my brain is so messed up that I'm mixing fantasy with reality. "Camz ...I'm right here. I always will." I shook my head. "Stop messing with my head. You're not real." "I'm real, Camila. I love you."