Nepenthe (d.belikov)
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Nepenthe • Something that can make you forget grief or suffering.
Never feeling like they belonged was a feeling that Lissa Dragomir lived with, even with her family and life long best friend, although they aided in that feeling not being so strong. But after loosing them in a terrific car crash and running away from one place that she had always called home, she runs into Kate Alistair, a girl who, like her, doesn't seem to fit in anywhere and suddenly the feeling doesn't drown her all the time.
or in which
Kate Alistair, aids Lissa Dragomir in feeling normal with the fact that neither of them fit in in either society they were born into, but together they fit in just right.
fem!oc x dimitri belikov
vampire academy ─ vampire academy: last sacrifice
slight au but based on the vampire academy books
very au from the movie but still loosely based on it
extremely au from the show, some elements might be mentions
copyright © immortality-to-go 2018
Vampire Academy: finished
Frostbite: finished
Shadow Kiss: reading
Blood Promise: to be read/done
Spirit Bound: to be read/done
Last Sacrifice: to be read/done
Highest Rankings:
#1 in DimitriBelikov (28.12.2018)
#1 in LissaDragomir (November 2019)
#2 in vampireacademy (noticed on november 2022)
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