"I loved him"
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Last published Tue, Nov 25, 2014
We had a dysfunctional relationship. I was seventeen when I met him he was nineteen it was only two years apart but to me felt like twenty years apart. He had experienced so much at his age and I had experienced almost nothing. I guess I looked up to him in a way after I realized why he did the things he did. I can't say I blame him for introducing me to his crazy life because I knew I asked for it and I had wanted it for so long and needed an excuse to be apart of it so I blamed my parents. It's stupid really but I would never take back what I went through with Harry because "I loved him".
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