Drowning til I can breathe again

In this story 22 year old Camari Nakarmura; an american raised japanese college student is stuck between what is real and what is said to her, when she constantly has trouble remembering what happened winter/holiday break with her 6 friends (3 of them being male and 3 female). After numerous nightmares, broken memories and sleepless nights she soon discovers she was unconscious and raped by someone while on the trip. Not long after it happened she and her closest friend, gianna petrov convince themselves that it had to be one of the guys in the group and question the loyalty and respect of everyone who went on the trip. In the end, The results of this search are both unexpected and horrific to Camari and her family.