A Nerd's Point of View
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I like you since then. My feelings for you grew bigger and deeper as time passed by. I badly want to tell you how I feel for you. Pweo hindi ko kaya. Natatakot kasi ako e. I'm afraid that once I'll confess everything to you, I'll lose you. And I don't want that to happen. It's better off this way.
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Sequel po ito ng "A Playgirl's Point of View" Sana magustuhan niyo. One-shot lang din 'to. Hihi :*
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"Nazy wait. Oy teka lang. Wag ka naman ganyan."-salamat at nahabol ko siya. Ngayon ay hawak ko na yung braso niya. "Laren bitawan mo ko please. Ok lang yun. Congrats nga pala ha. K-kayo na p-pala ni Mi-miss Chiyuu. Hehe."-nakatalikod padin siya sa akin and now I know she's definitely crying. Nag-automatic yung katawan ko na parang magnet at humarap sa kanya sabay niyakap ko agad. I don't want to see her crying for some false conclusion. "Sssh. Stop crying. I and Chiyuu are not on."-yakap ko siya ng mahigpit niyan. "I'm not in the position for being like this."-Nazy and then humigpit yung yakap ko sa kanya. "Stop saying like that because you are in position."-ako. She stops crying and look straight in my eyes. I only smile at her and then she hugs me so tight after that. I hope she knew what I'm trying say. N/A: Author (Meah) --It is just a part of the story and I'll sure all of you it is worth it to be read-- " .. Love is like a plane... It will crushed and it will surely fall sometimes but the thing is that the objective of a plane is to keep on flying till heaven reach and till destination is not yet to come .. "
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