Hi, I'm Sylvie Nadger, I am 17 years old, lesbian, and I go to Winter High with my bestie, Jess, short for Jessee Ericsson, who has been in love with me since we were seven years old.. Though, I don't know if I love her, or Viana George, the popular girl who is loved by EVERYONE, literally. But the thing is, I don't know if she loves me, so I probably have, or haven't got a chance with her, but I still hope I do have a chance. Does Viana love me? Or not? Will I be with Viana, or will I be with Jess? Or both? Read to find out, bye-bye! >w<~♡
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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