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Beautiful Diasaster

MGA BUMASA 183
Mga Boto 7
Mga Parte 4
Oras <5 mins

MGA BUMASA 183
Mga Boto 7
Mga Parte 4
Oras <5 mins

anorexia bulimia bullying cut cutting dead depressed depression disorder eating harm sad self suicidal suicide

I’m hurt, okay?
I’m emotionally hurt.
I’m physically hurt. 
I’m mentally hurt.
I’m hurt all over. 
My thoughts, they bring the pain to me. They break me.
They cause the memories to reappear. They cause the sickness in my brain. In my whole body.
They’re what shatter me and my entire existence. 
The words they bring end me.
I’m fine though, okay?All Rights Reserved

anorexia bulimia bullying cut cutting dead depressed depression disorder eating harm sad self suicidal suicide

Table of contents

4 mga parte

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Blood Stains ni no_lies

*trigger warning* I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~

Starving For Help ni Lauryn_Love

"I smile everyday. I live my life like nothing is wrong with me. No one would ever guess that I'm screaming inside or that I've secretly been hiding this huge part of my life. No one would ever know that I cry myself to sleep at night or that deep down I'm starving for help." Welcome to Anorexia. Your hostess is Ana. She'll take over from here. Suffering alone inside of your mind from a terrifying mental disorder, is something that even those who battle such a thing every day, cannot fully understand. It's like being alone 24/7 yet it's never quiet inside of your head. You can't stop the voices. You can't control your emotions. As it gets worse, you lose control of your body all together. You become prey to your disease and You can't fight back. That is what it's like for someone who has spent years of their life suffering in silence from an eating disorder. Fighting a monster that you have no chance of beating. It's almost impossible to describe the type of torture that consumes your mind. Hell. It's equivalent to pure hell.

the suicide club (s.h.) ni scorch1ngs

❝i gave you my heart to keep it safe, but you burned it while i watched.❞

Fix You ni Prissy_Peaches

"And I will try to fix you"

Suicide, Cutting and Depression thoughts and poems {Book 1} ni coftegirl27

Suicide, Cutting, Depression, Eating Disorders and Self Harm thoughts and poems Feel free to contact me {Book 1}

Long Way Down ni Prissy_Peaches

"...now I'm falling..."

Hauntingly Beautiful: Niall Horan Fanfiction ni fairytalefromthesky

Note: I wrote this without proof-reading it, and I was twelve. Please bear that in mind. Talking to you was surprisingly easy. Even though you won't reply to anything I say, I know you hear me. It's quite comforting actually. I had always loved talking to you, pouring out my thoughts, opinions, everything. Now that you’re gone, I have no idea what to do with myself anymore. It's just that I wish you didn't left me alone, Bailey. I blame myself for every single thing that you went through, if it wasn't for me, you would still be here. But no, I chose to be ignorant. I'm so sorry for that.

Mind of The Disordered- A Memoir (Completed) ni El3phant

When you're stuck inside a layer of skin you never asked for, what does the soul do? It cries out in poems and pictures, and words that have so much meaning to anyone if they look hard enough. It winces in pain every time the pen hits the paper and shouts in agony every time the mirror is reflected upon a burning face. This is a collection of me. My eating disorder, my depression, anxiety, my thoughts, my words, my pain. If you've ever wondered what it was like inside the mind of an anorexic, a bulimic, a chronically depressed woman, here is the answer. A memoir written by me. There is no specific order you should read this book. Choose a random chapter from the table of contents, and read. Take a little in, leave a little out. ****** There is a major trigger warning for almost every story in here. If you are sensitive to numbers, or ideas or anything of this matter, this book may not be for you.

« book 1 » You Still Think It's a Joke? ni aureatelove

Quotes. Short stories. Things that make you think.

Help Line ni Glass_Sword

In which a girl calls a help line and meets a boy on the other end who's willing to do anything to save her before she hits rock bottom. ༻❁༺ "Sorry. I shouldn't be calling you at such a late hour. I just..." "Needed someone to listen? Go ahead, love. Speak what's on your mind. I'll be here to listen to you." ༻❁༺ HR: #1 in hotline #1 in free mental illness

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Blood Stains cover

Starving For Help cover

the suicide club (s.h.) cover

Suicide, Cutting and Depression thoughts and poems {Book 1} cover

Long Way Down cover

Hauntingly Beautiful: Niall Horan Fanfiction cover

Mind of The Disordered- A Memoir (Completed) cover

« book 1 » You Still Think It's a Joke? cover

Help Line cover

Blood Stains

trigger warning I'm lost•I'm broken•I'm hurt•I'm sorry ~the ones marked "x" are about my struggle with food and eating~

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