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Beautiful Diasaster

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anorexia bulimia bullying cut cutting dead depressed depression disorder eating harm sad self suicidal suicide

I’m hurt, okay?
I’m emotionally hurt.
I’m physically hurt. 
I’m mentally hurt.
I’m hurt all over. 
My thoughts, they bring the pain to me. They break me.
They cause the memories to reappear. They cause the sickness in my brain. In my whole body.
They’re what shatter me and my entire existence. 
The words they bring end me.
I’m fine though, okay?All Rights Reserved

anorexia bulimia bullying cut cutting dead depressed depression disorder eating harm sad self suicidal suicide

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