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Beautiful Diasaster

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reads 183
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Delen 4
Tijd <5 mins

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I’m hurt, okay?
I’m emotionally hurt.
I’m physically hurt. 
I’m mentally hurt.
I’m hurt all over. 
My thoughts, they bring the pain to me. They break me.
They cause the memories to reappear. They cause the sickness in my brain. In my whole body.
They’re what shatter me and my entire existence. 
The words they bring end me.
I’m fine though, okay?Alle rechten voorbehouden

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