Esquizofrenia (Insane?)
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Ongoing7m
Last published Wed, Jan 2, 2019
They say I have schizophrenia. I sickness they cant cure. But I think there is nothing to cure about me.
They claim I am insane beyond repair. They say the voices are not real and that they are only imaginations from my mind. But most of all, they say you are not real. I had tried to introduce you several times, but they just looked at me pitiful.
Maybe if you could tell them that you are as real as they are. Maybe if you could introduce yourself they would understand...
Or maybe at least make just a sound. Just a little noise to prove them I am not insane and that you are real.
Is that too much to ask?
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