Colorless Sun
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Last published Thu, Mar 7, 2019
Grief is a terrible process that can affect a person in many ways. Most of the time, people go through the 5 stages.
- Denial
- Anger
- Bargaining
- Depression
- Acceptance
This is no different for Shad Watson, a 29 year old hitman who works for the SAA. When he was 25, he had finally escaped a troubled relationship when he met a girl named Serena Dulcis at his local library. They had soon fallen for each other and when 4 years passed, he had plans to propose.
His plans were ruined when he had found her hanging from a rope in her bedroom. Unfortunately, he was too late to save her and she died.
This story revolves around Shad's attempts to go through these 5 stages without falling to the temptations of giving up at each one. As good as he is at masking those emotions, it doesn't mean they aren't there to haunt him.
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