ALONE
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Last published Wed, Jan 2, 2019
Dan was a normal boy.
To any onlooker.
But inside he was breaking.
And only he knew it.
!!this story includes triggering subjects, such as cutting, mentions of suicide, self hatred, etc. i write this story as a vent about my problems, but im okay. so if you are triggered by those topics, please take caution while reading this, or just dont read it at all!!
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