Bérénice (version anglaise)

I have to. cause this is dangerous. i have to recede my feelings cause this is not good. well i want to i really want to. but honestly i can't. but she's complicated. one day she's in and one day she's out. and i don't know what to do. but i want her damn much. i can barely control myself. she's too sexy and she doesn't even know it. i tell her every day. no success. not even a little one. she's complicated and i think i actually like it. and i'm not jealous except with her. and that's awful cause I mean nothing for her, well we are friends but i wish we can be closer. as always. and you know what ? I fall in love. again. and again. and even if it's complicated and in the end i have not what i want. I love. deeply. some people may think that this is useless but i think this is the more important thing in the world. cause in spite of the craziness out there, in spite of this mean world. there is a bit of love. and because i loved someone, i fell in love with the love itself.