Eli Ackermann has always lived a very normal and boring life despite the fact he's always stood out, different for all the wrong reasons. Jewish, mentally ill and a bit too close with his friend Peter Printz for society's comfort, he's been an outcast since Hitler came to power in the 30s.
As the years pass and the political situation in Germany worsens, Eli and Peter grow more involved in underground resistance groups to the Nazis where people like them are not outcasts anymore, but are welcomed with open arms. But war looms on the horizon and more and more of their friends are disappearing and never returning. A new struggle lies around every corner.
Warning: this book contains sensitive material and adult language and themes. I am not trying to be insensitive in any way but I acknowledge this was an undeniably tragic time and themes in this book are not to be taken lightly. If you feel I am being insensitive at any point, please let me know.
Trigger warnings for: gore, alcohol, mental illness, physical and emotional abuse, racism, anti-semitism, homophobia, discrimination, use of slurs, sexual abuse and rape, self harm, mentions of suicide, suicide ideation and direct references to suicide, death, major character death.
Cover edited by me
Highest ranking: #20 in original story
|𝟑𝐱 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄𝐃|
In this touching coming of age drama, 𝐒𝐀𝐌𝐔𝐄𝐋 goes through life in search of answers that no one can supply him with. When he discovers the source of his pain and the seemingly obvious remedy, he decides to end his own life so that 𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀 has the chance to be who she truly is.
It isn't as bad as it sounds.
But prepare to get your heart ripped out anyway.
𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬: 𝐂𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞
𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐢𝐜, 𝐥𝐠𝐛𝐭𝐪+, 𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐭
𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝: 𝟏𝟎/𝟐𝟐/𝟐𝟎
𝐅𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝: 𝟏𝟐/𝟎𝟔/𝟐𝟎
𝐑𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝟏𝟒+ 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐠𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐒𝐀, 𝐄𝐃, 𝐬𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞, & 𝐥𝐠𝐛𝐭𝐪+ 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧
𝐂𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫: @𝐜𝐨𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐜_𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐬