Et si on me tuait demain ?
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Mes parents m'ont appelé Mathieu.
J'ai porté ce prénom 10 ans environs avant de comprendre que « je n'étais pas celui qu'ils
appelaient Mathieu ».
J'ai commencé à m'appeler par un pseudonyme. Le surnom de mon enfance, le surnom par lequel certains de mes vieux amis du lycée m'appellent toujours.
Un simple surnom.
En 2004, il s'est passé des choses. Des évolutions en quelques sortes. Elles ont donné naissance
à l'alter ego de ce cher Mathieu. Deux entités distinctes correspondantes respectivement au « Mathieu familial » et au « Mathieu scolaire » par la décision d'un choix d'avenir
répondant aux questions : Qui es-tu ? Qui seras-tu ? Et qui veux tu devenir ?
Aujourd'hui, je répondrais :
Je ne suis personne, je ne serais personne, je ne veux devenir personne.
« Je ne suis personne » est certainement la plus vraie de toutes ses affirmations et c'est ce
qu'il faut retenir de moi.
« Je ne serais personne » est l'affirmation dont j'ignore totalement la réponse à la question posée. Être personne on s'y habitue, être quelqu'un pourquoi pas mais qui ? Et est ce à moi dans donner la réponse ?
« Je ne veux devenir personne ». Et bien pour celle ci je dirais : « Et si on me tuait demain ? »
car depuis longtemps maintenant à la question « Qui veux-tu devenir ? » je réponds que j'aimerais
simplement ne plus être moi et que j'aurais préféré n'avoir jamais existé.
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