Nobody Else But You

I've mastered the art of not feeling anything because I despise emotional attachment. I don't want to express myself because I'm afraid it will be used against me. Is this really the case? I chose not to feel anything in order to hide my emotions, or am I simply afraid of feeling pain? I'm not referring to love! I'm speaking about my own life. Yes, my damn life, and I know true love hurts. If it isn't painful, it isn't love. If it's not love, I'd better not fall in love! That is my golden rule.