The antidote

"I just wanna feel something"

"...now I'm falling..."

My cousin broke her heart. I'm going to be the one to fix it. I'll do everything I can to. *mature themes, language, trigger warnings* Started: May 11,2022 Completed: August 28, 2023

✦ 𝐀 𝐌𝐀𝐅𝐈𝐀 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 ✦ ❝ 𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫, 𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫.❞ ✦ ❝ 𝐀𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐤𝐢𝐝? 𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤, 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐞❞ : 𝘒𝘪𝘮 𝘋𝘢𝘦𝘩𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨 ɢᴇɴʀᴇ: M̶a̶f̶i̶a̶ R̶o̶m̶a̶n̶c̶e̶🎀 •𝐀 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧 𝐈𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐧 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚 𝐊𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐟𝐢𝐚• ‧₊˚ ⋅ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜱᴛᴏʀʏ ʜᴀꜱ ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ꜱᴏ ᴩʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴏᴡɴ ʀɪꜱᴋ. © dumbCharlotte_ Read if you are 18+. It's darker than your thoughts. Happy reading🦋

❝what was your first clue?❞ * Copyright © 2017 -#1 under the tag 'dialogue' 22/11/18

Copyright© He held me and asked "what's wrong?" I looked at his beautiful forest green eyes and smiled and said "I'm fine." He spoke once again, "what's behind that pretty little smile of yours?" My breath got caught in my throat, suddenly I couldn't move. He just stared at me with his beautiful eyes. I was done, I know he's going to be the death of me. 'Did he figure me out?' I questioned inside of my head. He continued to stare at my big brown eyes. He finally leans in and my heart drops for a moment. 'Is this really happening? Am I gonna kiss Xavier Sebastian King today? At this very moment?' I questioned my myself, gulping before I shut my eyes tight. We lean in slowly, our lips close to touching until the moment was ruined... -------- Current cover made by: @LostMusicAddict

"Hey PJ, how've you been?" "Who's PJ? • Bad grammar and such intended • Trigger Warning: depression, mentions of suicide ### -completed as of 3/1/16-

He knows he likes to make you scared, just to see How much you care He was never going anywhere And he knows you play the same games too, But you keep losing He was too good He was way too good

𝗔𝗻𝗴𝗶𝗻'𝘀 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗮 𝘄𝗵𝗼𝗹𝗲 𝗿𝘂𝗰𝗸𝘂𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗽𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝗼𝗹𝗱. 𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗼𝗹𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗳𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸. . . 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗵𝗼𝘄?

Sometimes you can't let go of what is making you sad because it is the only thing making you happy. ✨ WARNINGS: PHYSICAL/MENTAL ABUSE, MENTIONS OF DRINKING, DEPRESSING THOUGHTS ✨ This story is about abuse and I'm putting in manipulation and mind games as these things do occur in abusive relationships. Not a fluff story, but there is some fluff parts/chapters ✨ DOMESTIC VIOLENCE HOTLINE: 1−800−799−7233