THIS IS ME " NOT MY SELF"
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Last published Sun, Dec 30, 2018
Ako si Jelian Katniss Dy. Isang highschool student. 17 years old. My life?
I dont have any friends. Ako? Isa akong..... Ohmygosh! Pakiramdam ko Babagsak na yung luha ko.
Yes im chubby. Walang sino man kayamg tumangap kung sino ako.
Paloramdam ko wala akong kalayaan kahit saan ako pumunta.
Kahit saakan ako pumunta Yung iba linagtitinginan ako yung iba naman pinagbubulungan ako.
Masama bang Kumain? Wala naman kasing nagmamahal saakin. Lahat iniiwan ako at nilalayuan ako.
pagkain nalang ang natitirang nandyan para saakin. Minsan nga naiiyak ako pag may nasisira eh. Ay hindi! Wala palang nasisirang pagkain saakin. Busog sila sa tsan ko.
ang hirap pala mabuhay sa mundo kung walang tumatangap sayo. Lalot nang walang nag mamahal sayo.
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