My Little Dark Secret

Life for me as never been easy. Being stared at by guys and not knowing if they stare at my awkwardness or if they look at me as meat. Poor little boys not one of them would be able to control my crazy life. Coming to school and going home to an empty home everyday is just half of my problems besides having to go food shopping, pay bills and oh yeah hide from the police and child services. Why you may ask well just say I havent been Gods little Angel because honestly there is no God for me to believe in anymore.If there was i would come home to happy family but yet find an empty one. My body will be flawless but yet find bruises and scars covered by tatto's and I wouldnt be showing my body off to dogs at a local strip club just to feed myself. So don't tell me there is a God and hope... Who am i to say there is no God im Viola Black and I have a little dark secret that proves it.