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Crazy mess

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*FINISHED*
DISCLAIMER:  This book contains suicidal thoughts, self-harm, and depression. If any these things bother or trigger you, then consider this a warning. This book isn't based on Hetalia, but  on countryhuman/countryball :) *ALSO THIS BOOK IS CRINGY!*
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America was happy. He really was. But why did everything shatter, starting with his dad leaving? Everything was..... empty. He didn't find the same joy in his hobbies as he used to. Why? Why did it all
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