The Journal Of Lacey McFeildson
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Last published Sat, Apr 20, 2019
This is the Journal of Lacey McFeildson. Travel with her through her life and how she lives. Alex Mayers is a perfect boyfriend to Lacey, until a fatal car accident kills him. Lacey suffers from depression and anxiety. She hates alot of happy things.
Brody Jenner is Alex's best friend. He himself also can't get over Alex's death. But he shows Lacey how to cope. Soon Lacey' s mother sets her up with Brody. But he accepts that Lacey isn't over Alex's death.
One day he gets a call from Chase, Lacey's little brother and drives to an open road that leads to the city park and finds her on the ground, curled on a ball and crying. When they make back to her house she shuts everyone out even her brother now Chase is emotional.
As the years pass Lacey copes with Alex's death and finds herself a boyfriend. Then she learns a secret everyone kept from her all of these years. That one secret sends her spiralling back to her old self.
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