I'm a sad self hating person writing what I feel and please I want you to understand I don't want help from people on the internet I just want a place where i can vent and rant and be me so please don't leave comments saying "go kill your self if that sad! " or " what the frick ever you just wanting poeple to feel bad to you...." I really don't need that I already hate my self as is and I'm working on it .All Rights Reserved