Killing Myself Slowly (Harvey Cantwell)
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You don't even know you're doing this,
toying with my heart.
I wish I could just tell you,
but I don't know where to start.
Should I tell you how much you mean to me
or how badly I want to be with you?
If I were to say these things
how would you react, what would you do?
(if I could tell you by Krystal)
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"I'm killing myself slowly Harv... all I want is for you to be happy but your happiness makes me jealous then things like this happen." Grace said bluntly without a smile on her face, it was times like this when Harvey knew she was being serious.
A story of a friendship, turned sour by a series of mistakes, honesty and love.
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