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''Instead of blades, I use pens, but it is still my blood covering the pages.''
Comment or like if I have helped or inspired you.
Also if you are having trouble or you are feeling down,
Feel free to talk to me.
I might not be able to take the pain away,
But maybe I can help to ease it as much as I can.
You are all loved.
All writing belongs to me, unless stated otherwise.
This is my blood so please don't take it and pretend it is yours. Because you are not the one who bled on these pages.
Please respect that.
{c.d.}
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