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Colors In a World of Blur

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Parts 3
Time 26m

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synesthesia 
[sin-uh s-thee-zhuh, -zhee-uh, -zee-uh]: a sensation produced in one modality when a stimulus is applied to another modality, as when the hearing of a certain sound induces the visualization of a certain color.

Elijah Westbrook, better known as Eli, is struggling through PTSD from suffering through a school shooting only months before, and is living a visually impaired life. His mind correlates everything with color. He befriends a boy at his new, danger free school named Evan Heart, who makes Eli's mind flutter with beautiful blues. Will it develop into something more, or will Evan's pain and worries hold him back? 

WARNINGS: Mentions of school shootings, anxiety, derealization, and PTSD. Please read with caution if any of these topics upset you.All Rights Reserved

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