Just me, with you
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Charlie is a quiet girl who doesn't like to speak her mind, but then she starts looking at inspirational and encouraging quotes online. She believes that everyone should believe in themselves and try their best at everything.
Charlie has friends but she can't be honest with them, they aren't close, she spends most of her lunch with them though.
It doesn't help that she thinks she might be pansexual, meaning that she likes both boys, girls and everything in between. Charlie thinks she has a small crush on her chemistry partner, Anna. But then someone moves next to her, a family with a boy her age who helps her come out to her unaccepting mother. He helps her a lot and Charlie can't help but hear her heart flutter every time the boy, Mateo smiles.
On top of everything, her father died the year before, Charlie hasn't told anyone but knows she will have to soon.
What will happen?
What will Charlie's mother think about Charlie coming out?
How does Charlie's mother deal with the grief of her father?
How does Charlie deal with it?
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