Change my Mind
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Last published Sat, Dec 29, 2018
Have you ever felt like you've been consistently crushed by every ounce of chaos that the world intends for you?
Yeah, me neither. When I met Brandon Smith I felt like I found my perfect match. Everything was exactly how I'd pictured it. I had graduated from my dream school and gotten my dream job along with my dream man. Everything was perfect.
That statement is false. Everything was the way I thought it would be but what I didn't know was that I was an idiot because everything I pictured for my future was stupid and fake. Let me backtrack. Boys are dumb, working is shitty, and New York is overrated. What I'm about to confess in this journal is adulthood, so sit back and relax because this is a long ass story.
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