#15 -addiction
#27 -tragiclovestory
I don't love if I'm not gonna take it seriously, I don't love if I'm not willing to give all that I have, because if I do, I'm just wasting my time don't I?
But loving is really addictive.
Love can make you do crazy things. It drives you crazy, it fucks you up and it can also reveal the worst version of yourself.
"The best is the worst one"
I can do all things just for you. I can give you everything.
I'll do your laundry, I'll cook for you, I'll work for you, I'll make you happy.
All you have to do is love me back but why is it so hard for you?
You made me like this. You turn myself into this demon. You made me do all of this for you but still, you can't love me back.
Now that you know all of the things that I did just for you, the most crazy thing even the worst thing I did,
You hated me, even I was always good. I'm always this innocent guy. The 'perfect boyfriend' for
you.
Yes I killed them but it's all for you. If I didn't killed them what would've happened now? You will not be as successful as you are now. You can't be as happy as you are now.
"Too much love will kill you" they said but since that you know all of my dark secrets, I guess my 'too much love' for you can't kill me. This time I'm not gonna kill for you again,
This time I'm gonna kill for myself.
So that's means I need to kill you,
but I can't.
Because, I love you.
When Jane Madarang's neighbor Natalie kills herself and leaves behind cryptic instructions, it's up to Jane and her classmates to unearth deadly secrets.
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Natalie Driscoll is dead.
She threw herself out a window and left her neighbor Jane to unravel their town's darkest secrets. Following Natalie's instructions leads Jane to three other high school students who all have something to hide. The four of them must carry out Natalie's final errand while solving the mysteries written in her diary. But the secrets they unearth may be far more dangerous than what they ever imagined.
Content and/or trigger warning: This story contains scenes of suicide, violence and murder that may be triggering for some readers.
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