Behind My Walls

In a sense, it's a love story. A time of realization and growth. I'm always thinking about everything in my own way, never feeling as if things can change. When I let other people into my heart, something always goes rotten. Well, until him. He somehow touched my heart and managed not to break it. I tell my story as it happens with all the truth I can put in a single story. It's a revelation of the world inside and outside my own mind as a Thursday night unfolds into a maze of choices, and I just hope I can find my way out. I try to break down the walls that block me from truly experiencing the emotions I have hidden down in the garden of my soul. I battle my negative thoughts almost every time he enters my mind and have to fight my way back into neutral grounds. A memoir of my life makes me realize all the things that can happen in such a short amount of time, and I just hope I can convey my story in a light that makes people more confident in themselves and proud of where they are in their life. We are all still learning and battling in the ways of life, and I just hope I can make it through.