He furiously shoves the curly hair from his face. Eventually, after a few minutes of silence, a sigh of defeat escapes. "You make me feel... You make me feel things that I didn't, that I don't, ever want to feel again. You make me feel, Kit. You make me feel and I hate it."
The stormy-eyed boy with the dirty blonde hair stands silently before me. The dim light of the moon highlights his intense features, showcasing his eyes which carry so much pain. Maxon, the boy notorious for his smirks and player ways, is broken. I think I might have made it worse.
Returning from a summer spent in Italy, Karter Wells is back at Leighton Prep expecting her Senior year to be effortless and mellow... desperately needing it to be effortless and mellow. She returned with a plan: to become captain of the swim team and excel in all of her AP classes with her best friends Dani and Shae along her side.
Enter Maxon Miller, the boy renowned for being expelled from schools, sparking conflict, suffering academically, and most of all, being the heartthrob with player ways. But he is running from his own demons and the last thing that he needs is for someone to get close to him. For he is a grenade, destructive to everything in his path.
But the two become tangled up in a mess that Karter just happened to create. And it all began with a game of truth or dare.
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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