What I Could Have
Talonxmxm
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  • Reads 236
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  • Parts 15
  • Time 1h 22m
Talonxmxm
Ongoing, First published Dec 30, 2018
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Life is already hard. Becoming the victim of a semi accident caused even more trauma. Already having a love and finding a new one brings hard decisions. Finding a lover bringing him away from his haunted past. What will happen when he...wakes up? Life becomes harder every day.
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