I'm leaving soon
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sorry to all the people that cared for me, I know I was a pain in the ass and the end result never changed.
it all just got to me.
I'm trying my best to hold out.
just in case something does happen, I'm posting this so its something people can look on.
I don't know how to make sense of a lot of what's going on, it's all too overwhelming right now. writing is really the only way for me to calm down (if that makes any sense??)
I am not trying to gain attention from all this, I just want people to know how I feel.
this would probably explain why I don't post as often as I used to.
I put BTS tags because they're really the only people that have been giving me the will to be excited for the next day. (mostly Tuesdays and Thursdays)
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