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My life : A complete mess [NSFW]
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Last published Sun, Dec 30, 2018
My life : A complete mess
Ending up my day finally going out of my house at 4 pm to take my dog out, because I spent the whole damn day jerking off and trying to plan hookups while my dad will be away at his therapy cause he's a fucking alcoholic.
Not used to tell my life like I will but I feel like I need to, like it could be useful to some people.
So if there's anybody out there wondering about life or death and while having that knife up their throat, read this before. At least, you'll know you'll have done everything in your power to try to live.
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