This is my life
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"I'm Gay"
"I'm Black"
"I'm a foreigner"
"I'm Insecure"
"I'm ugly"
"I'm stupid"
"I'm overweight"
"I'm suffering"
This book is about a young boy's life from different ages such as 10,15 and 17/18. He deals with his everyday struggles of being a Gay foreign boy in a homophobic country while living in an unstable abusive house hold. He has dealt with Verbal,Physical and Sexual abuse and everyday bullying. He even has to deal with his most hated foe, himself. Look and see what he's been and going through. The question is this, will death get to him before he gets to himself?
(Warning this book has Graphic, Homophobic, Abusive, Bullying, Discriminatory, Sexual, Suicidal, Self hating scenes! This book may be too triggering!!)
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