NOT EVEN KNOWING WHEN
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Ongoing, First published Dec 30, 2018
"What in the actual world?! You cannot control me okay? I have to marry you, take up with your bullshit, let you take my virginity, and now you want me to stop working?! Why does everything have to go your way?! What about me?!" 

I shouted at him. He stared at me with those grey eyes and then asked
"What do you want?" 

"What do I want? I want a life without your possessiveness, I want a life without your overprotectiveness, I want a life without your control over me, I want a life without YOU"

I yelled back. This might have been the trigger point for him as I could see spikes of black into his grey eyes. He walked towards me but I did not move. I stayed put. 

As soon as he was inches away from me he pulled me by my waist and held me tight. Struggling was all that I could do. 

"I'll give you ANYTHING but that. You want diamonds, you'll have them. Cars? You'll have them. Money? You'll have them. You ask and you'll get it. But don't you ever ask that EVER again. Because you are MINE, not by law yet but you know I don't give a fuck about that. And no one can change the fact that you're mine. Not even you."

He said. I was still in his tight hold. I struggled a little but he didn't move. He was right though. But I knew what would make him go mad and pissed. Maybe I'll piss him off to an extent wherein he won't be able to keep up with my shit and leave me alone.

"Anything, right? I can ask for anything?" 
I confirmed.
"Anything but that, darling"
He said. I smirked a little and replied.

"How about a threesome with your brother, Julien?"

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 A deal between their fathers was how Venus and Renato met. Maybe it was fate or destiny. maybe it was the way they were supposed to meet. But everyone knew, however imperfect they were, they were meant to be.
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16 parts Ongoing

"Please don't hurt me" I begged. "Oh I'm not going to hurt you... not as long as you behave yourself" he said, leaning his face closer to mine. I could feel his hot breath on my face and I could smell his cologne, it was a scent of musk and something darker... "But if you try anything..." he says, his voice taking a dangerous edge. "If you try to run or scream or otherwise cause any trouble... well then, I might change my mind". My heart rate quickened and I just nodded my head. "Good girl, you're making this easier for both of us". Suddenly, he grips my chin tightly, his body now fully pressed against mine, I could feel his hardness against my body and I let out an involuntary gasp. "Shh, you don't want to wake mommy and daddy do you?" I nodded my head, unable to form words . "Good girl, just do as I say and every thing will be fine..." ♥ A girl is separated from the only person who cared for her when she is sold to the Mafia. The person she's given to happens to be a cruel yet powerful Mafia King. As time goes by he can't help but feel possessive of her and starts caring for her in his own way. However the dangerous world they inhabit is anything but forgiving. Together they must navigate the dangerous world of the mafia and find a way to balance their relationship amidst a web of violence and deception. Will they be able to find a way to stay together or will the dangerous world they inhabit tear them apart and leave their story unfinished?. Find out in this thrilling story of danger, desire and redemption which will keep you on the edge of your seat till the very last chapter...