Carson Lueders is a 17 year old boy and has been known as the "lonely boy" all his life and he only has 2 friends John and Hayden and they are all called "the lonely group" Carson has suffered depression, suicidal thoughts, and abuse.. Some things he has been dealing with are having a dead mother, abusive dad, nobody to talk to, attempting suicide, and sexually abused.. His dad is in jail and he cuts himself every week.. He keeps weapons in his closet just in case he feels like killing himself