All of the pain inside of me started here

This is a story about something that happened to me. This is a very sad gruesome story and has a lot of triggers. This also has the affects of what happened and what it has done to me mentally and physically. This is more for myself then for anyone else. I'm sorry if you don't like it but if you don't like it then don't read it. This is all true things that happened, none of it is over exaggerated nor made up. I put this under the horror genre because it truly is a horrible story. I warned you.