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Pay the Sun

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Parts 12
Time 1h 32m

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(BxB) On the first official day of summer break, Julian "Jules" McClellan finds himself on the rooftop of an abandoned building, the place where he'll meet a boy that will become the most central part of his life.All Rights Reserved

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Return What Was Lost

Julian Aldine wasn't sure what he was expecting when a new girl moved to his boarding school in the middle of nowhere. The last person he was expecting to see was Avery Davidson. Again. Julian's perspective of Leave What Was Found which is Avery's point of view. I am always editing my books and since LWWF and RWWL are the same story from different perspectives, there might be times where the dialogue or plot don't align while I make edits, I apologize for that, I just like making my books better sometimes when I reread them.