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Pay the Sun

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Parts 12
Time 1h 32m

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(BxB) On the first official day of summer break, Julian "Jules" McClellan finds himself on the rooftop of an abandoned building, the place where he'll meet a boy that will become the most central part of his life.All Rights Reserved

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Under The Same Sun by ya0917

Julianna - better known as Jules Thompson and Jamie Bell have been rivals ever since they got introduced to each other. Their mothers were the best of friends, which was why they were always near one another. Each summer, they went to a beach house Jules' mother owned and spent every day there. Last summer was different, though, because the passing of Jules' faster, Dominic, caused family Thompson not to go that year. A lot changed in that year. Jules turned 16 and Jamie would turn 18 this summer. When they reunited this summer, the changes were evident. They couldn't stand each other, yet the opinions of each other changed. How will this summer go?

Come Over (StudxStud) by Gay_Swiss

"No one knows what was done to me this summer. And no one will ever find out. They wouldn't understand... My own parents don't even understand... No one knows and no one saw.... or so I thought." Iyana Bright is a 17 year old, high school girl who goes through a horrifically violent experience during her summer break, but a spiked drink leaves her memory in a haze. Through the new school year as a senior, she deals with bouts of PTSD, anxiety, and depression as the memories of her ordeal haunt her every waking moment. Until the new girl, Jules; who also happens to be her next door neighbor, enters her life. Jules, also a 17 year old senior, has demons of her own to fight. With no mother in the picture, a suspiciously angsty college brother, and an abusive father who can't keep his anger in check, she carries a little secret of her own that could either make or break Iyana's traumatic grief. What will these two find waiting at the end of their journey; one happy ending... or an ending for one?

stuck (together) by urcatwrites

Ethan went to boarding school every year, he didn't love it but it was better than staying home. Every year it was the same, maybe some new classes but he kept the same routine, same friends, and same self-loathing behavior. Things change when Julian starts extending St. Eve's Academy. Everything about him draws Ethan in, his dark hair and sickly pale skin, his quiet demeanor, and his dark eyes that always stared at him. Ethan goes out of his way to talk to him but Julian prefers to keep to himself. A tale as old as time, two kids stuck together at some school, two kids with bad families, and two kids who need each other but have to work past their own issues to finally be happy. --------- blurb - "I was going to ask if you wanted to go for a smoke, but your hair is all wet," Julian said taking in the droplets of water that were left on Ethan's neck, some trailed down his throat, teasing Julian. "So?" "So... You'll get sick." "Now you care if I get sick?" Ethan gave him an amused face, a smile tugging at his lips. "No," Julian sighed composing himself, "Do you want to smoke or not?" Julian said with an edge to his voice. "Sure," Ethan raised his eyebrows and followed Julian outside. -------------- started: 12/3/22 ended: 7/19/23 search "stuck (together)" for a playlist on spotify :) also heads up with story isn't very plot heavy more just watching their relationship together and it develop. also the is not at all an accurate display of addiction #smokingisnotcooldontdoit but seriously don't yell at me bc of how unrealistic their smoking habits are it's just for funnies :P also sexual content lmao read at your own discretion :D rankings - #2 in bxblove - #1 in gayfiction - #1 in badfamily -#2 in gay -#1 in darkacademia -#1 in gayness

Out of reasons (Boy × Boy) ✔ by sweetcaressesofmay

Only a few months after his dad's death, Daniel decides to leave his hometown to study in an art school at countryside. New ambience would surely help him deal with his dad's death, but what if it, instead, only gives him more issues to deal with? In his new school Daniel meets an illicitly good-looking guy, who seems almost too good to be true. It would have been a perfect beginning of the journey, if Daniel didn't have to share his dormitory flat with a bad-tempered and dishevelled roommate.. CW: violence, sexual assault, trauma, mentions of suicide, panic attacks 2019 (original), 2022 (edited).

Do Diseases Have Happy Endings? [BxB] ✔️ by -writtenworks-

Jericho is homeless, alone, and broken. What happens when he stumbles upon another broken boy and falls in love? Will he be able to survive the nightmare of a time they have together or will time run out, causing him to wake up before the nightmare comes to a painful end? *Short Story* Third Book of the "Do..." Series ⏳⏳⏳ Completed: March 1, 2021

I've Got It Bad (And You'll Never Know) (BXB) by Versengen

Julian is an awkward Jewish guy with one leg. Max is his adorable, perfect, oblivious best friend who's into hockey-playing assholes. You know how this story ends.

The Suburbs by Pixie022

Kody leaves behind the bright lights of the city and moves to a small town in the suburbs, where his only choice is to adapt to the rainbows of monochrome and repetition. There, he meets Arlo Middleton, a boy fresh out of hospital. [Posted: May 2020]

Count The Stars by sunburststrat

Elijah Rosen, an introverted seventeen year old with a love for football, sneaks out almost every night to get away from the problems he faces during the day. He feels like his anxiety is taking over his life, and the only place he can go to escape it is the pitch black night right outside his window where he can be alone and let his thoughts run wild. But after he finds Adam Chang sitting at the bottom of an empty pool in the early hours of the morning with puffy red eyes and bruised hands, he begins to find comfort in something other than the dark. Only, Adam has a few problems of his own. And with pressure coming from his family, his friends, his school, and his own mind, Elijah isn't sure how he'll make it through the year. ------- "I think if you weren't here, I wouldn't be okay. I'd..." I trailed off, not wanting to say the words that we both knew were true. "Hey," he said softly, "I'm just glad I'm here, then." He started to let go of me, but I wrapped my arms around his neck and hugged him like I never had anybody else before. "I'm glad you are too." (featured by FreeTheLGBT: 1/13/2022)

The Secret of Destiny by panpan2010

In this new era, secondary gender equality is already underway. There is no reason for someone to give up their dreams just because they are not alpha or beta. Like Babe who still fight for his dream to become a member of special forces. And, because of his dream, he also got to meet his mate or destined couple, Billy. Billy and Babe are type of people who don't believe about destined couple. They have the principle that a relationship should start because of their feelings, not because of their secondary gender. It's a normal thing now. The destined mates don't get together. They instead marry and have children with the one they truly love. Of course, after going through a special ritual to break the bond. Even so, Billy and Babe still got together. It's true when people say "One incident might change everything". They finally admit their feelings. But, that is not the end. Behind the clear sky, there are black clouds that are ready to send a storm. It's just the beginning of the real obstacle. Will they be ready to face the darkest reality of a secret that has been kept for decades? Will their bond remain strong or will it be broken? Warning: This story might contain m-preg!

The Stars That Night [boyxboy] by SkeneKidz

Setting his lawn on fire wasn't exactly how Garrett Grimaldi planned to start talking to his best friend's neighbor, Silas. But that's exactly what happens when a fun experiment goes horribly wrong, launching Garrett's summer off to a hot start. Growing unease with his boyfriend, looming responsibilities of adulthood, and his expanding relationship with Silas quickly begin to overwhelm Garrett. All he wanted was a good summer with his closest friends and some fond memories to look back on. While all the memories he accumulates over the next few months may not be his fondest, this will surely be a summer to remember.

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Under The Same Sun cover

Come Over (StudxStud) cover

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Out of reasons (Boy × Boy) ✔ cover

Do Diseases Have Happy Endings? [BxB] ✔️ cover

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Under The Same Sun

Julianna - better known as Jules Thompson and Jamie Bell have been rivals ever since they got introduced to each other. Their mothers were the best of friends, which was why they were always near one another. Each summer, they went to a beach house Jules' mother owned and spent every day there. Last summer was different, though, because the passing of Jules' faster, Dominic, caused family Thompson not to go that year. A lot changed in that year. Jules turned 16 and Jamie would turn 18 this summer. When they reunited this summer, the changes were evident. They couldn't stand each other, yet the opinions of each other changed. How will this summer go?