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Let me in (Lams AU) [On hold (?)]

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Reads 54,101
Votes 1,384
Parts 44
Time 1h 56m

Mature

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✨ TW ✨

Alex had the toughest childhood you could imagine. His father left him and his mother. His mother died when he was young. He moved in with his cousin, who abused him then committed suicide.

His tough life has caused him to become selectively mute. He hasn't spoken a word since he was 15.

But, when he meets John, his dorm mate, his outlook on life is turned around.

(Not my drawing)

⚠️ Warning ⚠️ 
Physical abuse
Mental abuse
Self-harm
More, there are a lot of triggers

side note: please do not ask about smut, i will not be writing itAll Rights Reserved

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