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Let me in (Lams AU) [On hold (?)]

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Reads 54,419
Votes 1,385
Parts 44
Time 1h 56m

Mature

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✨ TW ✨

Alex had the toughest childhood you could imagine. His father left him and his mother. His mother died when he was young. He moved in with his cousin, who abused him then committed suicide.

His tough life has caused him to become selectively mute. He hasn't spoken a word since he was 15.

But, when he meets John, his dorm mate, his outlook on life is turned around.

(Not my drawing)

⚠️ Warning ⚠️ 
Physical abuse
Mental abuse
Self-harm
More, there are a lot of triggers

side note: please do not ask about smut, i will not be writing itAll Rights Reserved

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The Voices (Lams fanfic) by RadioRedstone

Alexander Hamilton works at a resturant that he also happens to own...but he has a secret. Alex has a voice that talks to him inside of his head. Said voice helped him through a lot of bad times and sometimes Alex thinks the voice is a computer implanted in his brain. Who knows, it might be true, or is he just crazy? No one knows Alex has this voice. Alex believes that they'd all think he's crazy. He meets a man named John Laurens. Ever since that day, he couldn't stop thinking about the gorgeous man. But what happens when Alex finds out that the voice is indeed real, and not just his head playing tricks on him? Not to mention a serial killer whom still roams around in his city, searching for the one with the gift of the voice. And why does the voice hate John Laurens? (cover made by the app : canva) (I do not own any of the art in this) (I do not own the characters or the musical)

I'm Okay by gay_angsty_crap

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