Lucifer Morningstar x suicidal reader

Jackson:Why a boys name? Of all the things they could have and have done, they just had to give her a boys name. She's been abused and neglected all her life. Her parents died when she was five and she was adopted. Everyday all she can think about is when she should or could do it. The big K.O...

"What's your deepest desire? Hmm? Why don't you go get it, take it!"

he looks at me with wild eyes.

"Because that's not who I am."

i sigh to myself. i don't just take whatever i want without thinking about who it's hurting...