In 11 days I'll be married. In 11 days I'll be sleepless waiting for the morning sunrise to show. In 11 days I will walk down the aisle and meet my best friend at the alter. In 11 days I will be wearing a sparkling white dress and stare at my husband in blue. And in 11 days I will be naked with a man for the first time. In 11 days I'll be trapped forever. I lay on my back and stare at the sealing. I look at the left, then to the reflection of the mirrored wall in-front of me. All will be so different in 11 days. Nothing will be as it is ever again. I guess that's why this is so exciting and fearing at the same time, it will be a new life. I'm used to myself, I've always been this alone wolf that no one even cared about. Now I'll never be alone again. That is embracing and suffocating at the same time. But beautiful. My name is Elise Heart and I suppose this is my forever love story.