"Why do you stay with him knowing he's not the one?"
"Auntie, you wouldn't understand...."
"Baby, I understand a lot more than you might think I do. Your auntie has been in this world for a long time, and I'm from the same east side of Detroit that your mother is from,"
"It's just different now than when it was when you and Mama came up. The world has changed since then. You didn't have to go through the same struggles that we go through now,"
"You know baby, I used to be in a relationship just like yours. He wined me, dined me. I was so happy with my man, we used to catch flights every week. I started planning our life together, what it would be like when we got married."
"What's wrong with that?"
"When I woke up in Houston in the ICU and realized it was all a lie...."
Dominic a.k.a. Dom is a self-made man who has no patience for disloyalty in his life. He's seen too much on the streets of Detroit and been through more as a product of his environment. Not all women caught his eye, deep down he wanted that one woman who would make him feel complete based on his past. That was before he met HER. With all of her baggage, SHE showed him there was more to life. SHE taught him how to love. SHE held his heart. Then she left him for HIM.
Seeing so much destruction on the streets of Detroit ain't normal for nobody, but for Marko it's life. Never knew his mother, and with a fiend for a father, a bright future and happily ever after was nothing he aspired to. That was before he met HER. SHE was sexy, a melanin goddess in a world of peasants. Smart, but rough around the edges, SHE was the one who grounded him. He needed HER in his life, SHE gave him love. SHE gave him hope. Then SHE left him for HIM.
HE wants her mind, body and soul. HE wants her body and love. SHE is torn between two men. Which one will she choose?
Her words still linger in my head
My mind wanders off to thinking about her
Her natural thick chocolate curls.
Her Carmel skin. Her beautiful melanin.
Her mocha eyes that shines with happiness and love.
Love;I love her.
"No your not! The real Cole wouldn't abandon me randomly one day! --The real Cole wouldn't bully me every single minute of my life until my breaking point! --The real Cole wouldn't go out drinking every night and sleep with a new girl every week!--The real Cole would do anything to protect me; Not go ditch me like I was gum under your $175 Guicci Flip Flops! --The real Cole would love me until my dying moment. And I actually thought I loved you?!" I remember her screaming at me
She loved me. Well not anymore.
Tears streamed down her angelic face like a wild river. Her brown eyes were blood shot for all the crying. Even when she was crying, she still looked beautiful to me.
I wanted to take away all the pain and sadnesses she had. I want to grab her and hug her close to me; having her all to myself forever.
I always imagined falling in more love with her, getting married, taking care of the Pack, having pups, growing old, and dying together.
A loud honk from the car behind me woke me up from my day dream; I didn't realize that the red light turned green. I run my hands through my hair and turned the music up higher. Bryson tiller's song "Don't" filled the car.
She's right
My hands tighten on the leather steering wheel turning my knuckles white.
My foot pressed on the gas, making the car go faster
90
Tears started to fill my eyes blurring my vision
I don't need her
95
I don't need her
97
Tears fall fast down my face
99
I don't need her
Trees and signs quickly past by me as I speed down the empty road
100
Then my car slams right into a large oak tree
"I need her" I whisper as my body goes numb.
Even though I'm seconds from dying. I still think about her.
Alexis Anderson.
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