Fallen | Tododeku [HIATUS]
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Ongoing, First published Jan 02, 2019
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Deku was cheerful when he was young, but that quickly turned around as he got older. Depression and anxiety started taking over his life, making him do things that he would never have done as a kid.
But what happens when he decides to go further to commit suicide? Not only that, but find out that he will be the guardian angel of a boy named Shoto Todoroki? The two go through various challenges, but eventually one that they could never even have imagined.




I turned around to see Kacchan. His expression was not as I thought. He had slight tears in his eyes, but I could see he was trying to hold them back.
"Don't you fucking dare, deku."

I just smiled at him. "Maybe you're right Kacchan. Maybe I'll get a quirk in another life."

His eyes expanded, stumbling towards me, trying to reach me before it was over.

I let my body get heavier, feeling the wind caress my skin as I was falling down from the gigantic building that was my school.



"Goodbye."




There is music each chapter.

I do have a vague idea on how this book will unfold. Keep in mind that I am not a professional nor mediocre and writing. I would love constructive criticism if you have some, as I am always open to improve.

I do not own the characters, the artworks or the music.


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Published 18 / 01 / 2019
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