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The thought haunted me everyday. He was in love. And it wasn't me that he was in love with. She was pretty with long, red hair and bright blue eyes. She was way more prettier than me, and she had the person I always wanted. But, I just had to accept the thought. He was happy, and I wouldn't ruin it. But the question still bothered me. Would I be loved? Would I be loved by someone so much better than him, and would I love him back? Would all of this pain come to an end when I found the one? Gosh, I hope so.