She can't stand it. She just cannot do it. Maybe it was the stress she's been under. Maybe it was the sickening squelch of blood that had oozed through her fingers. Maybe that's why she was standing there. Outside his door in the middle of the night. They knew they depended on each other, but they didn't realize just how dangerous that could be. Imagine based off of the episode "Ladies Drink Free" of Supernatural season 12 Episode 16