"Wait, you're gay?" I asked in confusion, scratching the back of my head.
"Well duh. How oblivious are you?"
"Well, I guess I'm pretty dumb, but my sexiness makes up for it."
"Sure Hunter, whatever helps you sleep at night..."
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[Completed] Hunter just moved to a small city in Florida after his third suicide attempt, being forced to live with his aunt. After his first day at his new school, he has the whole football team hating him with his smart remarks, except for one quarterback who takes an interest in him.
With his new therapist, his annoying aunt, and the hell hole he calls school, will Hunter be able to make it through the rest of high school, or will he forever be broken?
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This story contains romance between two boys. If you're not okay with that then I suggest you leave.
I'm gonna go ahead and add a trigger warning, for suicidal themes, cutting, etc...
Fair warning, this story is really poorly written. It's filled with plot holes, grammar errors, and everything else under the sun that makes a bad story. It pains me to reread it but it's like my own writing history so I don't want to take it down. It was written when I was 12, if that says anything, so keep that in mind before you read it!
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Highest rankings:
07/10/20 | #5 in Humor
02/09/20 | #5 in BxB
06/22/19 | #4 in SuicideAwareness
05/21/20 | #3 in GayLove
04/12/20 | #3 in UnlimitedPride
10/06/19 | #1 in Sarcasm
08/09/19 | #1 in GayFiction
08/17/19 | #1 in GayAf
09/28/19 | #1 in FreeTheLgbt
11/28/19 | #1 in TeenFiction
02/12/20 | #1 in Gayness
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Completed on 5/30/19
To cover the traces of his depravity, Gu Xiao constricted himself to the role of a jester while being torn between the idealisation of others and reality.
Gu Xiao was a slacker in school, constantly truanting and playing around. Unknowingly, when he gets glued to sitting next to Lan Yuning, the school's top student, a linked past that they never knew they shared, gradually came back to haunt them.
These students weaved their way through the tangling threads of familial relationships, financial issues, examinations, and identity while enjoying most of their last high school year.
[You killed him.]
[If you didn't ignore him that time, then he wouldn't have died.]
[It's in the past. If you keep thinking about it, it's only going to do you harm.]
[Sometimes I wonder... if you would be happier if I was the one who died back then instead.]
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[I like you.]
[Why... Why would you like someone like me...?]
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Warning: mentions of suicide, homophobia, and domestic abuse
THIS IS A SLOW BURN so if you want to read something fast and spicy then this book isn't for you :')
Cover: @CASZETTES