The High You Give Me
paige_nhoward
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  • Reads 182
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  • Parts 6
  • Time 36m
paige_nhoward
Ongoing, First published Jan 03, 2019
Mature
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"Why not now?" I asked him slowly, looking for any sign of wavering. 

"I think I'd want you more if I thought you'd remember this tomorrow," he replied shortly before opening the door and leaving me more than a little confused. 


Allana Belle was used to the haze of smoke and burning liquor. Crowded rooms, loud voices, and even louder music. She was used to getting physically close to new man whenever she didn't want to be alone. But never more. This was how she survived. Until she met an unattainable and intriguing stranger who showed her how to feel even farther from sober without the substance.

Conrad Levy didn't want to be there. He didn't know why he'd agreed. But every now and again, he gave in to the instinct telling him to feel something again. Despite knowing what a mistake that would be. And god she was beautiful. It was hard to walk away. And if he found her again, would he be able to do it a second time? 

Will these two be able to accept what is right in front of them or will their pasts stand between them?
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