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Keep me Sane N.H.

LondonDreamer123

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Reads 1,180
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Parts 11
Time 57m

LondonDreamer123

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I don't know much about him. I only know that when he kissed me, I felt alive again and my whole world became something different, his touch over the scars and insecurities made them go away for the moment. The battles were forgotten and breathing was worth for a while. It was heaven and hell, brought together in my head.  He was the only one who managed to keep me sane.All Rights Reserved

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Lucky #7 by Boomerang1d

I'd never grown used to the feeling I got when I reunited with him after he'd been on tour, or when he kissed me, or even when we simply locked gazes from across the room. But maybe that was for the better. Because then maybe it wouldn't be so hard to forget them when I broke up with him. A short story about a long relationship, saying no without meaning it, and that bloody little number 7.

For the First Time | n.h. by winterings

I look into the blue eyes of my best friend and it feels like staring down a stranger. They are familiar and foreign all in the same moment, glossy and pleading. The dimly lit street allows only enough light to cast glimmers on our faces and subtle shadows on the ground. It's raining but I've hardly noticed; all I see is him. "Megan please don't go," he says desperately. "I-I'm sorry." A tear falls steadily down my cheek. I don't want to go but I have to be strong for myself. I run forward and wrap my arms around him in a hug. "I love you Niall," I say near his ear, "I just don't like the person you've become." I hold back a sob, "When my best friend comes back tell him to find me." I don't say another word I just go, leaving him all alone in the dark street...

Alone on the water by PenguinLoverBitch

WARNING: This fanfic may be triggering. He was the one; I didn't realize it till now...till he was gone. My best friend Niall Horan has always been the smiley, laughing, care free kind of guy, but then I noticed something about him. Scars started to appear on his arms, more and more every week. And I noticed that the funny, care free boy I used to know, changed. His smile started to fade, and he did along with it. I did manage to help him, for a while he was clean. But he still wasn't happy. I never asked why he did it; I thought it was too personal. But I always wondered why? Why would he do that to himself? He was so handsome, and funny, I would even say perfect. And it wasn't until now, that I noticed how much I really loved him. I did anything for him, I got anything for him, I just wanted to see my friend happy again. The crazy thing was, he needed me to be there for him, but in reality I needed him to help me. I guess it wasn't enough, because one day everything in my life changed. This is the story of how I lost my best friend and the first boy I've loved. -end of prologue-

Deception by stylinsunrise

There was something that told me I couldn't go back now. What was done is done and I knew in a few days I would have to tell the truth. But I just couldn't find it in me to love him. He loved me, I couldn't love him.

Saved |n.h| «editing» by Horanjob

❝There will always be a reason why you meet people. Either you need to change your life or you're the one that will change theirs.❞

Story Of My Life. (Niall Horan Love Story) by ArlissBree

"I can't love you!" I shouted, he turned and looked back at me. "And why is that? Give me one good reason." He said, his tone filled with pain and sadness. "Because." I replied, my voice quieter. "Audrey please! Was it something I did?" He asked, coming closer. I looked away, unable to look him in the eyes, "I've forgotten how to love! I've forgotten how trust. Because I'm a broken freak."

What If..? by MissAlishaCarole

What if one day you just gave up? What if you just didn't see a point in continuing to live when no one seemed to care for or about you? "What if I had your heart? What if you wore my scars? How would we break down? What if you were me and what if I were you? What if you told my lies? What if I cried with your eyes? Could anyone keep us down? What if you were me? What if I were you?" ~Five For Fighting Sometimes you can't help but wish someone knew how it felt to live and breathe the way you have to. Sometimes you can't help but wish it were someone else speaking lie after lie, the same ones that leave your mouth, yet no one ever does. You are left with your own tears, lies and pain. Niall James Horan knows just what it's like to be tossed to the side, treated like dirt and picked back up again. When he reaches his lowest point, a point that many have reached and never returned from, will he let himself be helped? Or will he forever live in his past, his regrets and his sorrows?

Spaces | Niall Horan by InaraShiraz

“From every single person who has hurt me, I never expected the worst to be from you.” Tears escape my eyes. I don’t think I can ever forget this day. “I’m so, so sorry.” He looks down. “It’s done. It is over.” “What do you mean?“ His eyes were red. Very red. It was breaking both of us apart. “The spaces between us is deep… so deep that none of us could reach for each other anymore.” I breathe. “So then?” “Let’s just end it all here.” _______________________________ Update 11/11/15: This is a completed story. I will be editing the entire book starting from today! SEQUEL IS UP!

Hero » l.p. au by funkystyles

[✓] ∥ It all happened in a split second. One moment I was on his back, and the next one I was lying on the ground, watching the man who would be responsible for my possible disabilities run away. The woman was sitting and had her back against a near-by wall, and from what I could see, her eyes were wide and she was shaking. I would be too, if I wasn't paralyzed. Literally. A few hours later, well, just about 20 seconds in reality, she slowly stood up and observed me with horror in her eyes for a few moments. I looked back at her, seeing as that was the only thing I could do to let her know I was still alive. "Dear lord, child, what have you done?" She whispered, looking down at me. "I need..." I could barely choke the words out. "I need you to call the ambulance." Copyright © 2014 by funkystyles

My Medication // N.H. ✔️ by GxthLilith

I let his darkness in my life, letting that darkness take over my life too by falling in love with each other, ruining everything and making me into a monster I never saw becoming. ATTENTION! STORY CONTAINS STRONG LANGUAGE, VIOLENCE, SELF-HARM, DRUGS, SEX, ABUSE, RAPE, MURDER AND OTHER SENSITIVE CONTENT.

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Lucky #7

I'd never grown used to the feeling I got when I reunited with him after he'd been on tour, or when he kissed me, or even when we simply locked gazes from across the room. But maybe that was for the better. Because then maybe it wouldn't be so hard to forget them when I broke up with him. A short story about a long relationship, saying no without meaning it, and that bloody little number 7.