The Killer I Am
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Last published Fri, Feb 19, 2021
So many of us have had a good childhood. Or, even if it wasn't good, it was bearable. Some of us have had the exact opposite. Traumatizing, scarring, life shattering.
No matter what you do, you can't escape from your past. It is forever ingrained in your brain the things you have seen and been through. You will try almost anything to escape the pain.
After his childhood, seventeen year old sociopathic Caleb turns to killing. Next to his canine companion who is just like him, he tries to find an escape to the never-ending flashbacks to his past.
But when Caleb meets a girl, the shy, sweet Nova, things get even more dangerous. He falls for her, not in the way a person should fall. She becomes his obsession.
Will this love turn him away from his murderous nature, or will it further spark it? And will Caleb ever be able to be satisfied enough to not be haunted by his childhood?
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