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My Perspective

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Time 1h 24m

Reads 866
Votes 39
Parts 22
Time 1h 24m

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adolescent anxiety awareness death depression findingyourself human insides life love mentalhealth nonfiction postpartum ptsd self-esteem selfhelp selflove teens youngadult

Have you ever wonder how a person who struggles mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually is brave enough to continue on with their daily lives, as if everything is okay? Well, "My Perspective" explores the real and uncut experiences most people would have given up on. It gives the people who suffer in silence the most, a voice of their own. Speaking for the voiceless and giving them tools and insight that could be used throughout their journey. I know battling with mental health, depression, anxiety, insecurities and more can make you feel alone, misunderstood, and suffocated. While, "My Perspective" also addresses the struggle of keeping one's relationships with others and theirselves afloat, steady and healthy. I hope that this mental masterpiece that I call my own gives you guys the motivation and alignment that you need to keep going. Giving the universe the chance to see you for who you really are.All Rights Reserved

adolescent anxiety awareness death depression findingyourself human insides life love mentalhealth nonfiction postpartum ptsd self-esteem selfhelp selflove teens youngadult

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This day wasn't an exception. I cried over and over until I could no longer, I wiped my tears and took the packages in my arms after opening the door. In the house, nothing new. They were still talking, so I had time to drop off the packages, and without even opening one, I headed to the showers, cleaned my face with water, and went to my room. This is roughly how my days as a child went. I know that it cannot be described as an ideal childhood, but it would certainly be the most beautiful period of my life. Despite family conflicts, school conflicts, loneliness, and fear, I was happy. I was happy because they were all there, happy because they always remained, despite my faults, and happy. After all, I knew that I had not yet experienced the worst. Happy because I knew, that sooner or later everything would end. So yes, I was as cowardly and useless as they all claimed and even more naive than they would have believed, but this vision that I had at that age kept me going. Although the truth was hard to accept, I was given no choice. So I accepted life as it came; I accepted myself and my truth, my weaknesses, and the fact that I had to get used to the idea that I would always be the first actor to die in films.

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Voices in My Head by Nerounin

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Not Sick But Not Well.

This day wasn't an exception. I cried over and over until I could no longer, I wiped my tears and took the packages in my arms after opening the door. In the house, nothing new. They were still talking, so I had time to drop off the packages, and without even opening one, I headed to the showers, cleaned my face with water, and went to my room. This is roughly how my days as a child went. I know that it cannot be described as an ideal childhood, but it would certainly be the most beautiful period of my life. Despite family conflicts, school conflicts, loneliness, and fear, I was happy. I was happy because they were all there, happy because they always remained, despite my faults, and happy. After all, I knew that I had not yet experienced the worst. Happy because I knew, that sooner or later everything would end. So yes, I was as cowardly and useless as they all claimed and even more naive than they would have believed, but this vision that I had at that age kept me going. Although the truth was hard to accept, I was given no choice. So I accepted life as it came; I accepted myself and my truth, my weaknesses, and the fact that I had to get used to the idea that I would always be the first actor to die in films.