Doubts

"Por qué lo hiciste?"
I don't know why I did it, I don't know why I'm like this. I'm just a kid, aren't I? my grandparents say 'Pray to God' but what is God? What does he do for me? I'm someone whose mother still lives with her parents and brothers. And a father who is strict, some could say. but that's just what's on the outside. In real life

It's worse.

At least to me, I mean. But what I see is not everything it seems.

NOTE: This book talks about religion (christianity) so if that's not who you are I hope you read this book anyway and see if there's anything you relate with and if you are a christian, I hope you tell me if there's anything you find in this book that does not spread the right message, please tell me. This book has some humor and then it has serious moments and it also has mature content so just a heads up, if you don't like reading about rape I don't know if I recommend you to read this. It's not like a big scene but it's still there. I'm not a great writer, I just needed to write this story cause it gives something to focus on.
God Bless You <3